This is Not a Love Song.

Another month come and gone. Does it ever feel like the world with ever just take a breather for once? Nope, just keeps going and going and going.

Well that's how I feel. No matter how much I accomplish in my life more just keeps piling up on me.

So yesterday, being the silly and over dramatic and emotionally unstable girl I am. I had a melt down. Yup, nothing pretty about it... just so many things were thrown at me yesterday. I just couldn't handle it. I feel like I still can't and it's going to get worse.

When it comes to school I'm not the most optimistic person. I feel like I've been in the same place for all 3 years of school and haven't gone anywhere.

This week has just become the most stressful and paining week of my schooling life. I need a vacation already TT_TT.

In all my year I've been going out for halloween would I ever feel that this holiday was as stressful as it is. Trying to find the perfect costume thats [for me] sexy, fun, exciting, creative etc. This year I've decided to purchase my costume...bad idea. Costumes never look as good on as they look on the package!!!

50 buck-a-roos down the drain because of a bad impulse buy.



Why are people so keen on listening to one side of a story and not the other.. laziness? Who knows. When it comes to gossip, in my experience, people tend to tell or say something to the gossiper IF the subject of said gossip is about them. They bash them and say hateful things, but never ask to hear THE REAL STORY!!!!
People are soooo daffed!! We want to hate, we want to complain about the gossip issue just for kicks. I should know, I've been in this situation (on both sides) many a times.

Don't tell me "hey I heard what you said about me..bla bla bla.. say it to my face" and then never talk to me again and not get the real story. Who knows, it might not actually be true. OR the person or people who hear the "thing" could be trying to start some drama, when in fact I COULD HAVE BEEN JOKING!!!!!!!

Don't be so one sides regardless of your relationship with the other person.

If dealing with my parents headach of a divorce has taught me one thing it's that THERE ARE ALWAYS 2 SIDES TO EACH STORY!!!


I just want to give a shout out to one of the greatest guys I know and one of my best friends in the entire Universe!!! Graeme, thanks for being their for me yesterday in my time of need.. you were the white light in that dark tunnel for me!!