THANK GOD IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I have to say 2007... SUCKED BALLS!!!!!!!!!! And I bet over a million people are talking about all the great things that have happened.. I could, but what fun it that?! Like come one! hahah no I'm joking.

So lets see... hmmm 2007, I learned that men are assholes no matter how hard you try to make them a better person :)
- What is love anyways? Just a mere word to make people happy.. it's a powerful word that people don't really know how to use. When someones says it to you.. PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE!
- That, people from Australia really are as cool as people say they are.
- WoW is the best things ever.
- I <3 Guitar Hero... I am a rock master!!
- Who my true friends are..
- Drinking ROCKS!
- my favourite phrase of 07.. "Im gonna punch em in the face"
- favourite word.. fuck
- Colour: pink..
- Favourite movie: Little Miss Sunshine and Harry Potter



I could go on all night, but.. I actually have all night to go on hahaha


What am I doing New Years Eve?? A whole lotta playing Mario Galaxy and drinking.. yessss.
Seems like everyones to busy to invite me or thing of asking me after I say "Soooo what are your planes for monday..." they tell me.. then there's an awkward pause... lol

Well maybe someone or people will surprise me and come over..

Usually your suppose to kiss someone at 12:00, but not me.. tonight I go into the New Year a free and unattached woman.. I'm not making that mistake twice... hahaha

Ahhhh.. so either this year will be better or worse then last.. let's hope it's better... I need it!!
Oh I just remembered I have some sugar cookie dough in my fridge I could make 'em up WOOT.. lol.

Is my life boring or what.. I never hang out with anyone, I'm always playing WoW.. I do everything by myself.. I'm such a loner.. I mean I have barely any friends here in Fort Erie... but still, I should be out doing something.

Styxx is playing in Niagara Falls and I kinda wanted to go because Gowan is going to be there and I wanted to here my favourite song.. of 2007 (well one of them) Criminal Minds.. AND i have it live and I love it!

Well my guild is trying to get a naked raid together to invade Stormwind I think... tonight.. might be fun but... i feel like such a looser...

Friends: Sooo, how was your New Years?
Me: Ah, it was alright.
Friends: Sooo what did you do?
Me: well you know.. played a bit of Mario Galaxy.. raided Stormwind naked... drank...
Friends: O.O uhhh... come again..
Me: Played with my Wii, and ran around naked in World of Warcraft...
Friends: O.o reeeeally.... ok well uh see ya... [loser]

and that would actually be the conversation... honestly.. i can see it now!!

Well I'm off to make my hair all pretty for myself and get all dolled up for...myself.

Hope everyone has a wonderful New Years and hope it's better then mine..no I really do..

oh and if your a WoWie like myself ...jump on to Spirestone guild U.P.S Undercity Parcel Service or look for "Othalia" that's me


BYEEEEE!
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Stardust!!

What an awesome movie!

So my mom for christmas bought me this movie, which I was really surprised she didn't get me Harry Potter or Pirates of the Carribean, seeing as those are my 2 favourite movies. Well now I have another one at add to my collection of brilliant put together stories!

Clair Dane just BLOWS me away with her performance in this movie, it really should be nominated for something because most of this film was 80% unpredictable.. so anyways. This was such a great love story it truly was and I balled my eyes out!

So anyways. .. how was everyones christmas? Awesome? good I hope, if not.. your not alone.
My first Christmas with my parents separated... TT_TT shot me now. Felt terrible for my dad because he cried ever christmas show he saw on tv.. even Erinest Christmas Tale or something like that. Christmas is his favourite holiday and he loooves to spoil us rotten and he couldn't this year.. and it's upsetting him. I don't care it's just he's pissed that my mom, who recently just bought a new house bought 2 WII's for me and my brother AND tons of other awesome shit. But I think he's lonely because we went to her place for dinner bla bla bla.

So yes I did get a Wii and your all welcome to come over and wii-it-up with moi! I still have to get another controller and more games.. like GUITAR HERO III!!


I don't really have much to update... oh well i have a kinda stupid story.

Last night my friend Mike out of the blue asked me what haven't I don't that I want to do.. and he said in life so I said... swim with the fishes, fly (as in me fly like Peter Pan), Star in a movie, dance the night away, find love, travel... and then I wa brushing my teeth and I thought of another one... I was to live on Love St. don't care where in the world there's a Love St. I want to be the "She lives on love street, lingers on love street" and if you don't know who that songs is by... The Doors. I just thought it interesting he'd ask me that.. there are so many answers to his question just swarming my head now!

So New Years is almost here... what are you all doing!? Anyone wanna party with me.. let me know, that's if your in Fort Erie.. it's gonna be awesome, I hope!



OK well if i don't get ready for work now I'm gonna be later so have a great say everyone!


J-Dizzle

Lost Season 4 Trailer..finally!

Hello!!! and Holy shit.. who's excited?? I AM!!!!! WOOHOOO

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

There's a difference between love and life.. love makes life, life fucks you so you don't get to experience love. Maybe I'm feeling something I haven't for a very long time or just drunk as hell, but for one night I'm growin a back bone to tell all and not hide it anymore. I just wish i knew the truth.. I'm tired of getting lied to about love... i just want to find someone i can love forever.... i hate this shit. I hate crying over spilled milk, but for once can I have just a little luck with love.. MEN in general because I feel... so a lone.. it sucks!

I hate men leading me on to believe there's something there.. then nothing.. I like you.. but not visa versa.. it's painful and they don't understand so I'll just sit here with my tissues and The doors' greatest hits... as I try to type out my feelings as there jumbled on the web... fuck men..

I saw him today.. for the first time in months.. why does he get all the lucky with love and i get shit on.. he deserves fuckin nothing.. that worthless piece of shit man!!!!!! I did everything i could to be a good person!!!!!!!!!!! DO I NOT DESERVE LOVE.. AGAIN. INSTEAD I GET FUCKED OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


As much as I bitch and complain it's not going to get me anywhere.. I like to fight for what I care about.. and for what I want.. so I'm going to fuckin fight.. and if i fail in the end at least i gave it my everything and got a good fuck outta it.....

I'm so angry right now, my nose hurts so much... i should have listened to the commercials .. "your nose will agree puff's plus is the place to be"?? oh i donno, shit ouchy.... 50 tissues later and my nose is as red as Rudolph's!!!!!!

This is the End!

Finally, my fall semester is finished and I couldn't be happier!

So, I'm home for a few days to get my car fixed and to hang out with some friends!
Friday I got into town and dropped my car off to only find my gas tank is shot and GAH more money needing to be dished out for that piece of shit. I didn't do much Friday sat around and hung out with my dad and brother.
Saturday was awesome... it was suppose to be a low key night but turned out to be a PARTY!! Ben had his buddies over and Elijah came over with his friend Wes, we had a few drinks.. maybe a few to many! We had a blast.. well I should as hell did, don't think Ive had that much fun in a long time :) It was awesome getting to spend time with Eli, I didn't realize until now how much I miss him. Its been a long time and a guy like him just doesn't pop into your life like that all the time. We had some awesome times back in the day, so hopeful we have some even more awesome times in the future.
Unfortunately I think I'm sick.. UGH, Ive been feelin all stuffed up, this sucks major donkey balls!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ive been drink o.j and takin Nyquill, drinkin neocitrine and crap!!! SICK ON MY VACATION.. not cool! Besides that we had a big snow storm... AWESOME i looove storm. There was no power outage or anything so it wasn't that exciting lol
Christmas is just around the corner and I'm really excited, but not to the point were you'd see me in a tacky Christmas sweater and those goofy hats.. actually I'm wrong I would wear those. Getting gifts for everyone is so hard because I have no clue what they want!!
I've realized life is to short to sit back and wait for things to happen.. so I'm taking charge and doing what I want.. and TRYING {trying being the key word here} to get it.. because you can't get everything you want, but at least you tried.


Hopefully the new year will bring more luck for me.. i need it!!!!!!!


hHAHAHA later.