THANK GOD IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so I have to say 2007... SUCKED BALLS!!!!!!!!!! And I bet over a million people are talking about all the great things that have happened.. I could, but what fun it that?! Like come one! hahah no I'm joking.

So lets see... hmmm 2007, I learned that men are assholes no matter how hard you try to make them a better person :)
- What is love anyways? Just a mere word to make people happy.. it's a powerful word that people don't really know how to use. When someones says it to you.. PUNCH THEM IN THE FACE!
- That, people from Australia really are as cool as people say they are.
- WoW is the best things ever.
- I <3 Guitar Hero... I am a rock master!!
- Who my true friends are..
- Drinking ROCKS!
- my favourite phrase of 07.. "Im gonna punch em in the face"
- favourite word.. fuck
- Colour: pink..
- Favourite movie: Little Miss Sunshine and Harry Potter



I could go on all night, but.. I actually have all night to go on hahaha


What am I doing New Years Eve?? A whole lotta playing Mario Galaxy and drinking.. yessss.
Seems like everyones to busy to invite me or thing of asking me after I say "Soooo what are your planes for monday..." they tell me.. then there's an awkward pause... lol

Well maybe someone or people will surprise me and come over..

Usually your suppose to kiss someone at 12:00, but not me.. tonight I go into the New Year a free and unattached woman.. I'm not making that mistake twice... hahaha

Ahhhh.. so either this year will be better or worse then last.. let's hope it's better... I need it!!
Oh I just remembered I have some sugar cookie dough in my fridge I could make 'em up WOOT.. lol.

Is my life boring or what.. I never hang out with anyone, I'm always playing WoW.. I do everything by myself.. I'm such a loner.. I mean I have barely any friends here in Fort Erie... but still, I should be out doing something.

Styxx is playing in Niagara Falls and I kinda wanted to go because Gowan is going to be there and I wanted to here my favourite song.. of 2007 (well one of them) Criminal Minds.. AND i have it live and I love it!

Well my guild is trying to get a naked raid together to invade Stormwind I think... tonight.. might be fun but... i feel like such a looser...

Friends: Sooo, how was your New Years?
Me: Ah, it was alright.
Friends: Sooo what did you do?
Me: well you know.. played a bit of Mario Galaxy.. raided Stormwind naked... drank...
Friends: O.O uhhh... come again..
Me: Played with my Wii, and ran around naked in World of Warcraft...
Friends: O.o reeeeally.... ok well uh see ya... [loser]

and that would actually be the conversation... honestly.. i can see it now!!

Well I'm off to make my hair all pretty for myself and get all dolled up for...myself.

Hope everyone has a wonderful New Years and hope it's better then mine..no I really do..

oh and if your a WoWie like myself ...jump on to Spirestone guild U.P.S Undercity Parcel Service or look for "Othalia" that's me


BYEEEEE!
-

Stardust!!

What an awesome movie!

So my mom for christmas bought me this movie, which I was really surprised she didn't get me Harry Potter or Pirates of the Carribean, seeing as those are my 2 favourite movies. Well now I have another one at add to my collection of brilliant put together stories!

Clair Dane just BLOWS me away with her performance in this movie, it really should be nominated for something because most of this film was 80% unpredictable.. so anyways. This was such a great love story it truly was and I balled my eyes out!

So anyways. .. how was everyones christmas? Awesome? good I hope, if not.. your not alone.
My first Christmas with my parents separated... TT_TT shot me now. Felt terrible for my dad because he cried ever christmas show he saw on tv.. even Erinest Christmas Tale or something like that. Christmas is his favourite holiday and he loooves to spoil us rotten and he couldn't this year.. and it's upsetting him. I don't care it's just he's pissed that my mom, who recently just bought a new house bought 2 WII's for me and my brother AND tons of other awesome shit. But I think he's lonely because we went to her place for dinner bla bla bla.

So yes I did get a Wii and your all welcome to come over and wii-it-up with moi! I still have to get another controller and more games.. like GUITAR HERO III!!


I don't really have much to update... oh well i have a kinda stupid story.

Last night my friend Mike out of the blue asked me what haven't I don't that I want to do.. and he said in life so I said... swim with the fishes, fly (as in me fly like Peter Pan), Star in a movie, dance the night away, find love, travel... and then I wa brushing my teeth and I thought of another one... I was to live on Love St. don't care where in the world there's a Love St. I want to be the "She lives on love street, lingers on love street" and if you don't know who that songs is by... The Doors. I just thought it interesting he'd ask me that.. there are so many answers to his question just swarming my head now!

So New Years is almost here... what are you all doing!? Anyone wanna party with me.. let me know, that's if your in Fort Erie.. it's gonna be awesome, I hope!



OK well if i don't get ready for work now I'm gonna be later so have a great say everyone!


J-Dizzle

Lost Season 4 Trailer..finally!

Hello!!! and Holy shit.. who's excited?? I AM!!!!! WOOHOOO

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!

There's a difference between love and life.. love makes life, life fucks you so you don't get to experience love. Maybe I'm feeling something I haven't for a very long time or just drunk as hell, but for one night I'm growin a back bone to tell all and not hide it anymore. I just wish i knew the truth.. I'm tired of getting lied to about love... i just want to find someone i can love forever.... i hate this shit. I hate crying over spilled milk, but for once can I have just a little luck with love.. MEN in general because I feel... so a lone.. it sucks!

I hate men leading me on to believe there's something there.. then nothing.. I like you.. but not visa versa.. it's painful and they don't understand so I'll just sit here with my tissues and The doors' greatest hits... as I try to type out my feelings as there jumbled on the web... fuck men..

I saw him today.. for the first time in months.. why does he get all the lucky with love and i get shit on.. he deserves fuckin nothing.. that worthless piece of shit man!!!!!! I did everything i could to be a good person!!!!!!!!!!! DO I NOT DESERVE LOVE.. AGAIN. INSTEAD I GET FUCKED OVER AGAIN AND AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


As much as I bitch and complain it's not going to get me anywhere.. I like to fight for what I care about.. and for what I want.. so I'm going to fuckin fight.. and if i fail in the end at least i gave it my everything and got a good fuck outta it.....

I'm so angry right now, my nose hurts so much... i should have listened to the commercials .. "your nose will agree puff's plus is the place to be"?? oh i donno, shit ouchy.... 50 tissues later and my nose is as red as Rudolph's!!!!!!

This is the End!

Finally, my fall semester is finished and I couldn't be happier!

So, I'm home for a few days to get my car fixed and to hang out with some friends!
Friday I got into town and dropped my car off to only find my gas tank is shot and GAH more money needing to be dished out for that piece of shit. I didn't do much Friday sat around and hung out with my dad and brother.
Saturday was awesome... it was suppose to be a low key night but turned out to be a PARTY!! Ben had his buddies over and Elijah came over with his friend Wes, we had a few drinks.. maybe a few to many! We had a blast.. well I should as hell did, don't think Ive had that much fun in a long time :) It was awesome getting to spend time with Eli, I didn't realize until now how much I miss him. Its been a long time and a guy like him just doesn't pop into your life like that all the time. We had some awesome times back in the day, so hopeful we have some even more awesome times in the future.
Unfortunately I think I'm sick.. UGH, Ive been feelin all stuffed up, this sucks major donkey balls!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ive been drink o.j and takin Nyquill, drinkin neocitrine and crap!!! SICK ON MY VACATION.. not cool! Besides that we had a big snow storm... AWESOME i looove storm. There was no power outage or anything so it wasn't that exciting lol
Christmas is just around the corner and I'm really excited, but not to the point were you'd see me in a tacky Christmas sweater and those goofy hats.. actually I'm wrong I would wear those. Getting gifts for everyone is so hard because I have no clue what they want!!
I've realized life is to short to sit back and wait for things to happen.. so I'm taking charge and doing what I want.. and TRYING {trying being the key word here} to get it.. because you can't get everything you want, but at least you tried.


Hopefully the new year will bring more luck for me.. i need it!!!!!!!


hHAHAHA later.

It's Crunch Time Bitches!

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR........

So it's the end of the week and I couldn't be happier! I'm just about to rip my hair out I've been so busy getting noooo sleep! School has completely taken over my life and I'm not liking this at all because I have no life, well not that I had one before, but it was a lot better! I haven't been out with my friends in ages. Well there's only 2 weeks left and I couldn't be more excited, I just can't wait!

I'm heading home tomorrow to hang out with my brother and put up our Christmas tree and stuff then I'm going out with an old friend of mine, Elijah, to catch up and stuff... hopefully. It's been forever since I've seen this guy! So I think going home will help me keep sane for the rest of my 2 weeks. Have a few drinks, maybe make a snow angel or 2.. if it snows!! I would love for it to, it would be so much fun!

So wednesday night Vicki, my roomie, had her friends over.. and who might actually show up.. WILL.. what a surprise to me, he walked in with his cute new hair cut, I couldn't stop looking at him.. EEK! WHY.. WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS.. ahhhh. Anyways it was kinda awkward us being in the same room together and he didn't say anything to me at all.. it was weird. So Vicki was telling me he thought I was ignoring him, which I wasn't I thought he was ignoring me.. which he has been. So all is good now, I just hate losing a good friend like him to all this relationship stuff, I mean I wish things could go back, but if he's not wanting to there's no point. I just hate how much I miss him.

Oh well it's work time, 5-9 then to school to work on a project GRRR!! 9-12.. that's going to be sooo much fun.. NAOT!!


Later homes!

Criminal Mind

3:12- I sit here with a half a cup of coffee and my eyes all blood shot and red. Have I over exerted myself to the very end. No.. that's right this is just the beginning of my hate for life durning the last 3 weeks of my school's semester. Then I start all over again.
Oh about the title. I've fallen in love with this song by Gowan, the singer from Styxx. He's Canadian I just sound out, which makes all this typing more worth my wilder. So anyways, I found this live recording of the song on my external hard drive which was bought from a close friend of the families and must have been snuck in. I'm glad it was because it's become my favourite song... it's about being a criminal all your life and only knowing that one thing. It's got great piano in it and it's so powerful.. so go download it, not the original a live version because it's better.

Ok down to business, I went home this week-end to go out with an old friend on kind of a date. I worked till 6, but had to stay later to clean the entire store which took forever. So finally at 7:45 I was out, he knew I was working so I figured he'd wait.. seeing as he's been dying to see me. Well i get in town by 9:15.. i was going 140... and lost tons of gas, HAHAH! Fuck gas prices.. what is it with this fuckin world? 105.4 right now, like kiss my freakin ass...I'm a student, maybe help us out a little? It's hard enough having to repair your muffler, gas line AND the centre pipe.. 1,500 down the shit whole... but GAS give me a break!! I've found it's most expensive to be healthy then kill our world.. how dumb is that, I learned the other day that it's cheaper to make whole wheat bread then white.. and yet it's like a dollar cheaper. It's not us who makes us fat it's the food companies!
Ok sorry for getting on that random tangent, so I sent him and e-mail asking if he was still cool with hanging..didn't get anything back I figured that's ok I'll call him when I get into town. So get into town and call him.. answering machine, my dad called so happy i came home... at least one person cared I was home... so he told me to call again and tell him .. house to ourselves free booze.. he's bound to come over.. NOTHING. So I sat at home by myself all night drinking cosmo's and watching Blade, some other movies and BRAVO! at night.. the risky naughty stuff.. hahha yeah it's interesting to watch ok..
I was pissed.. this was the 2nd time i was down for him, however the first time his mom was sick in the hospital. So that was ok, but this time.. nothing. Does this guy know how to pick a phone up and call me.. no. Well he told me his phone was fucked up and he didn't have internet where he was. I'm going to give him the benefit of the doubt here and just forget about it, I'm a sucker for 2nd chances.. which turn out BBAAAD.. right Adam, yeah! So let's hope 3rd times a charm and things work out because he's different from when I remember him although i haven't seen him in 2 years, whatever we'll see.
I was just so down on myself and everything because I get my hopes up so much about a guy and then I get fucking shit on all the time... Adam did it, Al did it, Teddy, now Will.. the one person I thought might have the balls to blow all the other guys out of the water, which he did in the beginning but still.. what is it with me.. I went from being the best girlfriend ever to getting dumped because of mommy issues.. ok understandable, but don't you want to know that when things are really bad you have someone to take you away from them all who's not a friend... friends don't kiss things better and hold you to know things will be alright. Well I realized how much he really gave a shit about me. Men don't fight anymore.. they expect us to.. well fuck that, men give up to easily!!!! Will if you ever read this GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET SOME GOD DAMN BALLS TO TELL ME STRAIGHT FORWARD YOU DON'T WANT TO BE WITH ME.. YOU FUCKING PUSSY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wow.. that felt good. Oh and don't tell me you still want to be friends and ignore me... and I had such high hope for you. Well I did get one good thing out of that relationship... best sex ever for what it was. I hope that doesn't make me seem like a bitch or anything, I'm just telling the truth. Mr. Right was totally Mr. Wrong, I wish things would have worked out and it turn out better, but meh... a lot of sorry's, hugs and smiley face rings from the arcade are the only way i'd forgive you!! Oh and guys.. don't sign "Love.. whoever" on notes... you give the girl high hopes.. so thanks Will.. jac- nevermind..

So 3:36 am... i should be working on my coverage, but my brain is to full with shit.. not literally that's just gross.... nothing? laugh? giggle? DAMN... i'm starting to think comedy isn't my forte.. lol

I worked thursday-sunday this week... my feet kill. AND i took a shift tomorrow well today I guess.. ugh.. this is how desperate I am for money. I WANT MY WII!!!!!!!!!! Well I'm saving up for it.. I have 112.00 so far.. I want some games to so i'm shooting for 350.. 400.. yikes.. I could by a freakin xbox 360 and steal Ben's games.. but then there'd be 2 xboxs.. damn.. so many choices GOD!! Someone invent a 3 in 1.. please. Oh so how about that Band Hero.. fuckin sick.. i'm so stoked for it!! I think that'll be my present to me.. I mean Ben.. yes.. thats right. oh geez. I got ben GHII for his birthday and he never plays it.. I do.. lol so I feel bad i basically bought it for me.. and ben nothing. I'm a terrible sister..


OMG.. so I was at Value Village the other day and I spotted the best thing ever.. ok here's the story, back in high school I had this friend Matt and he introduced us to this song called HOLD THE LINE... by TOTO.. well I fell in love and the song kind of fell out for a while until this year and low and behold I saw in the corner of my eyes the record with the song on it... well for 1.50... i had to get it! It's on my wall right now I think I'm going to try and buy old records.. like bowie, elvis and such and make that my wallpaper. It's my first record! Well my mom has given me her's but there at her house. I think i have Montly Crue, Princes and the revolution... some elvish, bob Sherman.. or who what.. my mom having Monetly Crue was the greats things ever.. I was like DAD, sick record.. he's all like.. uh that's your moms... :O how shocked was I!!!

Oh it's my christmas rant now, so I've put lights up on my window... frosted white and blue.. look fabulous. Not really for Christmas but I bought "A Superstar Christmas" cd with it.. and was listening to it while putting them up so it made me feel so festive.
At work we had to make a goal for this season and mine was to bring more of a positive additude to work and more festive spirit.. and christmas music on my ipod= GOAL COMPLETED!! Frosty the snowman here I come!! lol

Oh crap... 3:50... fuck this.. bed time for me!! Alright so until next time..


later homes,

J-dawg \/ bitches..

An "Enchanted" Story

AH, it's thursday and I cannot wait for this week to be over!! I can't take anymore stress, school is making my head explode!
Sitting her in my wellness and healthy living class learning how to better my life and I want to shoot myself in the face. My teacher thinks where all in high school and think we know nothing, well most of the people here don't their as dumb as oxes. People these days don't know how to read instructions and understand them.. how are can "Write 1 paragraph explaining how your week of healthy eating is going" T_T like come on!
I have benefited from this class, I've learned that I don't drink enough water.. that I'm stressed to the max and I need to start eating better. Ok enough about school..

So yesterday I planned this awesome event for all my lady friend to go out and have a good time. The party was to start at 5 at my place and all of us have a few drinks and chill until we were to go out. Now I thought I had such a good idea, but apparently people don't like to participate. So it was called An "Enchanted" Night were all the girls get dressed up in beautiful gowns/dresses and go see the new Disney movie Enchanted. So here I am curling my hair getting all dolled up and I walk out of my room to see what the other girls are doing, because our "lets chill TOGETHER" didn't work out and what do i see everyone not ready. So my room mate Vicki comes out and tells me she's not going to dress up, then my other room mate Amanda says the same thing.. so here I am looking like a Princess (I have to say I looked hawt! haha) and I'm feeling so left out. So whatever they don't want to have fun.. fuck it! I was pissed. This was suppose to be a fun thing, well it was still fun but I wasn't as excited about it anymore. So I didn't dress up. I wasn't going to be the only one going in a ball gown! No one likes to have fun anymore, all they want to do is go clubin and drink at home! lets go bowling in dresses, go mini putting as our favourite actor/actress!! Let's do things out of the ordinary!! I wish I could find someone who liked to be cooky and adventurous.

Ok I have to admit, I'm a hermit.. i don't like leaving my room because I just find it's the most comfortable place ever, but I do like to go out and dine out and stuff... but my friends don't like to. There bums!

Page 379... -.-zzzzz we're learning about aging.. and I'm looking at this photo with some old ladies in it and it says " the secret to aging well is to remain physically active and enjoy the company of good friends" lol well I'm not going to age well.. I'm not that active anymore since I stopped playing volleyball and baseball and I don't really have good friends to enjoy time with because they live far away... that and I don't have many friends. It's true.

So it's break time.. I have no money to get a coffee.. I have so much crap to do tonight before I go to work!!

Does the madness ever end!

The Very First...

Ah, my first blog. Now I've officially become a total nerd.
I'm sitting here in my Role of Producer class bored out of my mind learning about funding for feature films and shit... BORING.. well to a certain point.

lol I'm Jenna... the "I-may-seem-like-an-ordinary-girl-but-i'm-not" girl.. hahaha. I'm simple yet complicated all at the same time. I love the most random things.. air, glow-in-the-dark crap, Starbucks, rocks, water, cobblestone, candles, love, pictures, bla blah bla!
I'm a college student in Canada, going for Film. To be specific Sheridan College in Ontario.

"Dammit my coffee is cold, I hate cold coffee..gah"

My teacher totally knows I'm not paying attention.. but doesn't care one bit. AHAHA WOW, I should pay more attention, however, my attention span is <---this big ---> literally!

Ok enough distractions... down to business.

So, uh.. name is Jenna... like stuff.. school.. oh ok, soooo I work at Guess Clothing and you'll hear lots of funny stories about the snobby rich people that shop there all the time.. because I've had some crazy experiences for only working there for 2 weeks.
I have a feeling my friends will read this blog at some point in time or another and if I say something offensive or something you don't like, sorry, it's whats on my mind.. I hate talking about the past, but I have to do it.. it's my life. I love meeting new people and learning new things so people if you have advice.. give it!

If there's something I hate it's getting bored... and guess what I'M FREAKIN BORED! So I'm detracting myself with this and facebook which has become my new addiction. I can't go a day without checking it more then 3 times!!

- Done class finally, I can't believe I haven't finished writing.. ugh, Oh well time to go home and sleep for a few then back to class :)