I use to rule the world..

Dear Summer,

Hi it's Jenna, hope all is well out there. I'm sorry I haven't seen you in months, I've been so busy NOT having a life that I just haven't had the time to pop my head out and see you.

Working 2 jobs is harder then I thought, but it's getting me money and that's my objective during your season.

I do miss my friends an awful lot, and the birds, butterfly's, the sun... oh make sure to tell him I said hello. This year I will be artificially tanning.. from a bottle. Oh don't tell him that, he isn't very good with that kind of news, however, I do apologize.

I miss your sounds; the water, birds, millions of cars driving along the highway heading to their cottages to go ski-doing and party, I miss the sounds of drunk teenagers, children at the playground, swimming pools and bbqs, bonfires, fireworks and concerts.. EVERYTHING!!!

Oh well summer, I did get to enjoy a little bit of you. I must admit if I did enjoy MORE I would feel really lazy and sit on my ass all day and play WoW. So I'm not tooooooo sorry I didn't get a chance to spend time with you, I feel a sense of accomplishment working 2 jobs, and loving them might I add :D

Compared to last year, I actually feel like I'm doing something with my life regardless if it's working part time at a movie theatre and watching my 2 year old cousin :D

Summer, I've hit a lot of road bumps this year... honestly this summer could be considered the worst and the best summer ever!! I've met tons of new people who's influenced my life, and made my once depressing and drama ladened life into a more positive and un-complex one. That doesn't mean I myself isn't complex because I don't think that will ever change.

I feel like I have so much to teach people about life, young and old. Everyday becomes a new learning experience for me and I pay attention to detail so much so that the littlest of things change my views, doesn't matter what. Someone told me I don't give myself enough credit, it's true.. I've accomplished so much in my life, I may not be a world renowned scientist, or athlete, or model but I believe somewhere along my life's path I've helped someone in a way that had influenced them.

Summer, this year I've been reflecting on everything in my past and seeing where I've gotten so far and what things I've done to change my path to head on a positive road compared to that dark and sketchy one. I think a light bulb has gone off in my head.. I'm writing, now that's sign.

My mind is sooo jumbled up and I have so much going on in my brain I'm finding it hard to figure things out, but I'm still trying to keep that positive frame of mind. I know people will get hurt, I know people won't understand, I know I'll hurt myself, make myself smile, laugh, cry, I'll be so pissed off I'll wanna punch someone in the face... but whatever the case maybe fate has laid my life out and I just have to run the course and hopefully my head will drain of my issues and everything will turn out for the better.

Summer, you rock my socks off.. thanks for listening to me! For someone who's given me a million mosquito bites and has rained mostly this year.. your not a bad guy. So have a good one, keep on shining and I shall see you soon enough.

Your friend,

Jenna